Colin- 18th day of Memories
29/6/08 - Sunday
7.30pm

On the night of 28/6..
Looking at the sky.. brushing my teeth..
The beautiful night and the shiny star..
At moment.. my sweet memories.. my past..
It just appear in my mind..
How long I had not been looking at the star with her..



I thought I really can forget..
But.. NO.. she's been in my mind every moment..
I just.. cant let go..



I love your childish.. your devilish acts.. I do appreciate your support and your annoying acts.. I love your presence there most of time... and it feels empty when your are not there..

Labels: forget.. forgotten..

Colin- 10th day of chance
Saturday - 21/6/08
10.45pm

If.. we still remember each other in our next life..
We must be together no matter what..

Labels: if there is a chance

Colin- 8th day of Happiness





PS: 我还是不是你的幸福呢 ?

Labels: please let me know

Colin- 7th day of speechless
Wednesday - 18/6/08
2.34am

Tears dropped silently and
The water washed away my tears..



So many thing wish to say..
wish to ask..
But only silent cry that accompanied

mute.. a quiet pain
mute.. a quiet misses
mute.. a quiet scream..


說不出話的

Never ask why I love you, just accept that I do, and that I will promise for the rest of my life.
All I know is that I love you.

Labels: Silent Language of Love

Colin- 6th day of painful
Tuesday - 17/8/08
4.00am

Recieved a miss call..
I smiled..
But
It end up hurtful..



It come back again..
Pain..
This time..
How long will it be staying..



pain [pein] verb
to cause suffering or upset to (someone)

1. emotional distress; a fundamental feeling that people try to avoid; "the pain of loneliness
2. mental or emotional suffering or torment

Labels: enjoy bowling

Colin- 5th day of Missing
Monday - 16/6/08
4.30am

Missing someone is painful when she/he is not beside you anymore..



Alone..
Seem to miss much more..
Every moment..
Just cant stop..
Missing is an excuse for tears to fall off..
Its also cause breathless..

When can "MISSING" stop hurting..?

Labels: my missing is a mentally torture

Definition of Love
Monday - 16/6/08
3.12am

Today, on the way to school..
Saw a Granny and Grandpa at the traffic junction..
Granny, had an injury on her right eye..
Covered her eye with an eye protection..
Traffic light turned green..
Grandpa hold Granny tightly and walked across the road..
I smiled at them..
They did the same in return..
After they had acrossed the road..
They are still holding each other..
Grandpa protect Granny.. has become part of his duty..

So loving..

How wish i can be that Grandpa one day..

Labels: benevolent of love

Colin- 4th day of avoid
Sunday- 15/06/08
2.00am

Day seem to pass too slow..
Is the time still moving..?
Or.. the step is too heavy to move on..?



Avoiding from getting miserable..
Is always easy to say than to do..
Use hand to cover the eye..
So peaceful..
Feel nothing...
When will the day come..
or..never will have that day..

我一点也不坚强。所以，可不可以不要再让我流眼泪?

Labels: cover up my eye

Colin- 3rd day of lonely
Saturday- 14/6/08

Today should be a enjoyable day..
i am not..
Thought we can spent this day together..
but..



Lonely- it's so scarly..
Fear..
Used to have rainbows..but now..left only with black and white..
Hiding myself again..
Keep on sleeping..
Avoid from facing anyone..
Struggling one day.. one day..

How wish.. never be awake..
Is selfish.. but at least is.. a relieve..

Labels: hiding myself again

Colin- 2nd day of silent..
没有人可以说谁要现放弃，除非你亲口说，我不是你的。

1am.. midnight..
i still sitting at here, just dont feel like sleeping..
i dont know what to do.. so just surf net..



The night so quiet.. just dont get use to it..
Tears in my eye.. just cant fall..
My heart.. is breathless..
Everything seem to change..
my vision is getting blur.. is fading away..
i cant sense anything..

Please hold onto me..
PLEASE..
I dont wish to dissappear from here...
Please.. help~

Labels: lost of myself

Important Person in Col life
Life always have Important Person. For me.. My Family is Important.. My Friend Important.. I treasure everyone.. everyone is important.. but.. there is 3 specific person is Most Important to me..

1st Important Person- My Grandmother
2nd Important Person-My Mother
3rd Important Person-My Dear(Peg)

I love them very much.. I hope i can spent my life with them forever..

Labels: treasure the person

Dear Peg's 22nd Birthday and Anniversary
03/06/08 - Tuesday

Today is a special day of Dear Peg 22nd birthday and our.. 6th anniversary?? haha~ Today is also my Facility and Accommodation Examination.. located at MIDS-stirling road neh(so far).. haha~ The programme as follow:

9.00~9.30am Wake up(struggling)
9.30~10.00am Breakfast(Nasi Lemak)
10.00am~11.00am Revise(last min)
11.00am~11.20am Bathing(lalala~)
11.30am~12.50pm Travelling to MIDS(bus-MRT-walk)
1.00pm~3.00pm Examination(sweat~)
3.00pm~4.00pm Travelling to bugis(meeting dear)
4.00pm~5.00pm Taking neo-print and shopping( take the photo 3 time neh~)
5.00pm~6.30pm Shopping at Suntec and Marina Square and Esplanade(had Gelare)
6.30pm~7.00pm Ggin near Merlion to have Dinner( resturant close down )(%@&..)
7.15pm~ 7.30pm Taking Taxi to Balcony @ herreen orchard(recommended by dear)
7.30pm~10.00pm Dinner and Relaxing at Balcony(perfect environment)
10.00pm~11.00pm Home sweet Home(yawn~)

Labels: I will find back the feeling that we had~