Colin - Yesterday
I just can't believe you're gone,
Still waiting for morning to come,
When I see if the sun will rise,
In the way that you're by my side,

Oooo...
Where we had so much in store
Tell me what is it all reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday

They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away,
But they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or least where the story goes,
I never believed until now
I know I'll see you again,
I'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

I thought our days would last forever (But it wasn't our destiny)
Coz in my mind we had so much time, but i was so wrong
No, I can believe me
I can still find the strengh in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

Labels: looking back on yesterday

Colin - Please
Wednesday - 13/8/08
5.40am

Two month.. It seems like a dream..
It's funny how someone can hurt your heart and you still love them with all the little PIECES.

Today is my FTT. Hope it can pass. This two month i failed my 2A bike test, school exam.. etc. Everything just seem not right.. I don't want to fail anymore.. so, bless me..



If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you'll call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you, there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
Chorus:
But if you wanna cry: Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

Labels: always stay by your side

Colin- Never
Sunday - 10/8/08
2.00pm

Today, I happen to saw a phase/message on website.. I found it quite meaningful.. but maybe some others might found it silly or stupid..



When there's something you want.

Fight for it.. Don't give up no matter how hopless it seems, even when you've lost hope.. Cause years from now, you're gonna look back and wish to gave it one more shot.. Cause the best things in life DON'T come easy.

Labels: just too silly

Colin - Promise
Saturday - 9/8/08

Labels: waiting at here for you

Colin- Fear
Wednesday - 6/8/08
5.00am

The thing which I fear most..
It happen.. It hurts..
Really hurt me..





我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人陪
我过没有了她的人生成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

Labels: tears drop quietly

Colin - Myself
Sunday - 3/8/08
12.00pm

Recently, I meet a friend for dinner. we have a chat.. In between the conversation, I said to him.. We will chill out more often.. then he replied me..


Friend: Do you have the time? Where you want to meet then? I replied..

Me: Got time la.. We can go to a place with nice atmosphere or cafe..


He looked at me with doubt.. Surprisingly for me to say those thing.. haah~


Friend: Use to ask you for a drink at hawker center, you said want to save the few cents.. Ask you to accompany me go some where else, you said want to save the bus fare.. Ask you to.. but you rejected..

I laughed.. haha~


My last replied to him: People may change.. haha..

If I had change from the start, maybe now.. I wont had missed so many thing.. I wish to find them back.. This time, I really change.. I will learn to treasure everyone around me..

I just want to be good to them..

Labels: my changes